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in a batch file, you can simply use the command below.

ren log.txt log-%date:~4,2%-%date:~7,2%-%date:~10,4%_@_%time:~1,1%h%time:~3,2%m%time:~6,2%s%.txt

This will give you the perfect output of "log-03-30-2016_@_8h49m47s.txt"

Sweet huh

This is a cropped image directly from Nasa’s website. I adjusted the color balance, no other changes were made. You can do this yourself by downloading the image from Nasa’s web server for June 17th, 2015. Here is the link http://photojournal.jpl.nasa.gov/mission/Dawn?subselect=Target:Ceres:

This measures out to be 12 miles wide, and 3 miles High, which is the size of a City! Was this once a very populated planet that saw its demise and decided to protect its last remaining city with some sort of force field? Maybe this is a dome for Alien life to spy on the Earth? Either way, its not a natural formation, thats for certain. Notice the pyramid to the one side, is the pyramid the battery for powering the Dome Habitat?

Decide for yourself!

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Test two.

Not sure if this medication is working or not. I know they say it needs three weeks to get into your system, but I don’t feel any difference. Still seem to fly off the handle too easy. I thought this medication would help. My wife says she notices a change, but I just think it is because I have been working so hard on controlling my anxiety. I will keep taking it though, until I know for sure it has built up fully in my system.

After a bad night, woke up feeling awful. Again I don’t think it is the medication, just wonder if it is doing anything or I am just running into difficult situations right now.

Well today sucked! I wonder how I would handle it if I wasn’t on any medication. Thing is, when my wife is so upset at me, I just can’t handle not going into dark places. This isn’t the normal, didn’t take out the trash crap, she has valid reasons, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I’ve been trying so hard too. Anyways, at work, I did get a lot done and that is important! I need and want to do a good job at work. Besides I think my boss is awesome, I need to provide and would like to keep my job and advance. Everything would be working out if she could just forgive me. I forgave her.

Well, Last night was tough. I know I tend to pick up others emotions fairly easily. So when my wife is upset, I tend to get upset. Plus I don’t want to see her hurting at all, especially when I am the cause of it. I was really short with my kids too. Wondering if the medications working or not.

[dreams]Last night I was having an odd dream. I was dreaming about HeroBrine from MineCraft. Personally, I do not play Minecraft, but my kids do. In the dream, we were all sleeping, I could see downstairs like I was looking from a remote view. HeroBrine was stepping out of the TV. I wasn’t scared, but could tell that this was a scary person. He was Huge and seemed almost like a caveman. His Right foot was touching the floor, then he was stepping towards the stairs. Then I was suddenly woken up by my daughter (6 years old) busting into my room, scared. We told her to go back to bed, and she just kept saying she was scared. Was I walking in her dream?

This isn’t the first time, the last time I remember was about a week ago. I was dreaming I was covered in spiders, but again I wasn’t afraid. I do not like spiders, but my daughter is deathly afraid of them. Again, she burst into the room, scared from a nightmare. The next day, my wife told me she had a nightmare about spiders.

This has happened many many times. I think I am starting to recognize when its happening. After she went back to bed, I tried to force myself to have that dream again, but this time, I pretended I was watching my daughter kick his butt, all kinds of fancy karate moves. Everytime she hit him, he got smaller and smaller until he was this 6 inch toy looking thing. She then kicked him back into the TV. I don’t know if I had the dream or if I somehow gave her that dream.

Well, had a little problem last night with flying off the handle. Which is part of my anxiety. When I start feeling anxious, I rebel, and that’s how it comes out sometimes. I was anxious about all this extra work I had to get done, plus was looking for something I couldn’t find, going through boxes, was very upsetting. I’m not going to say the busbar isn’t working, I just think it needs to continue to build up in my system.